Hut on a slopeOn December 12, 2020 by straigh
Hello I introduce myself briefly. My name is Frank, I am 40 years old and my former red-blonde hair color slowly gives way to grey. To my figure, I count to the bears, with 190 a light plautze and hair in the face, on the chest, and elsewhere.
If I had been told two or three years ago that I would be at 40 and running into a midlife crisis and that it would hit me hard, I would have laughed at them and left them alone. Well, what the hell, now I’m in the middle of it instead of just being in my midlife crisis. It started the year I turned 40, last year I got my motorcycle license and bought a motorcycle. In the course of the year I bought the apartment where I lived with my 2 cats for rent. In spring 2017 I fulfilled another dream, I became the proud owner of a weekend property in February with a small hut on a slight slope at the edge of the forest with some old fruit trees and a pond. The part of the property with the hut is, thanks to its vegetation, almost invisible from the outside, which is a great advantage, because I like to walk around with very little textile.
So now I sit here in my little paradise and use the time until my partner is back from shopping and write a story about how we met and fell in love.
The first time I have my partner, let’s call him Sebastian, in the familiar blue pages. At that time he was travelling as an escort. Since I didn’t want a firm relationship at that time I often used the services of the boys. I became aware of Sebastian because he came from the neighboring village, which is a rarity here in the Wuerttemberg province. To cut a long story short, we made a date and met him from time to time, I became his regular guest. Since we both like the outdoors I met him there for a date when I bought my new property. It was nice as always.
One week later Sebastian called me, he wants to meet me and he wants to do it without me having to pay. Sebastian would not have to pay for sex, it just gives him a certain kick.
The whole thing was at the beginning of April 2017 and the weather was just fine with us.
The date with consequences.
As I said, we arranged to meet on a Saturday late afternoon in early April on my recreational property. When I arrived, Sebastian’s car was already there. I parked and walked down the path to the property. When I arrived at the hut I was amazed. At the place in front of the hut everything was prepared for a picnic with everything that goes with it. While I was standing there and admiring the whole thing, Sebastian came out from behind a wooden pole and came towards me. He kissed me as a greeting, already during the kiss I noticed that it was not going to be a date like the earlier ones, everything always went pretty much the same, almost mechanically.
Sebastian led me to the picnic blanket and asked me to sit down, he poured us a glass of champagne and served the delicacies we had brought along. In the whole time we talked about the trivial things of everyday life and fed each other, which slowly but surely made me feel quite sharp, there were always kisses or one of us took a strawberry or grape out of the other’s mouth. During such an action and the resulting French kiss I would be a bit stormier and wanted to eat Sebastian completely. But Sebastian disparaged me and suddenly said with a serious expression, “Frank, I have to talk to you. I must have looked pretty stupid and asked if I had done something wrong.
But Sebastian only puts his finger on my mouth and told me to let him talk and only say something again when he was finished, looking at me with a puppy-dog’s eye, melting away. I nodded to confirm.
Sebastian: “So Frank, please listen to me very carefully. This is our last meeting as an escort and suitor, so you don’t have to pay anything today, we can give whoever you want the usual farewell party afterwards. I quit as an escort because I have met and loved someone and with this person I would like to share my life and my love, there is no more room for such a hobby like escort service. I would like to be faithful to the person and share with no one. If I would continue to work in a relationship as an escort then I have to betray this beloved person and I don’t want that. I want to concentrate with everything only on this person. That’s why Frank prefers this meeting.”
After these words I would have a real lump in my throat and had to swallow, yes, my eyes filled with a few tears. The desire for a number had thoroughly gone.
Sebastian looked at me and saw my emotional chaos that he had caused. I would have liked best to get up and leave. Sebastian lay down on the blanket and said, ” if you want, we can have one last number now.” I looked at him and then it shot out of me: (I try to repeat the whole thing as best I can in written German, which is quite difficult for me as a Swabian). Who do you think you have in front of you, do you think that I am a completely cock-controlled and emotionally cold guy, who takes every opportunity and only looks for a quick one. In the whole time that we know each other I have also developed some kind of feelings for you but I knew that as an escort you would not enter into a relationship with a client and now I help you pack your stuff and then you leave my property.
Sebastian looked at me with a smug smile, which almost made me boil over and just said, “Well that’s it with our “BUSINESS RELATIONSHIP”, then that’s settled. Then the escort Sebastian will leave now.” He got up and walked towards his car. “Yes go, go away and be happy with your darling.” I yelled after him. I saw that he had left the picnic stuff behind, I wanted to shout after him that he had forgotten his stuff, but then I heard the car door slam shut.
Frustrated I first looked for a tree to empty my bladder. What an idiot I thought one word on the phone would have been enough, I would have been disappointed and sad but now I am angry and disappointed.
I lit a cigarette and started to put the picnic stuff together. When I wanted to put it into the basket I saw a letter with my name on it. I took this letter and left the following lines
I knew it was going to happen like this and now you are probably angry and disappointed. But like I said it is the end of our BUSINESS RELATIONSHIP.
As I told you, I have fallen in love and I want to have a relationship with this person with everything that goes with it.
I have known this person for almost 4 years now, yes I know we have known each other for that long. You would understand me if you knew this person.
He is a very dear sometimes a clumsy grumpy bear, yes I know that you are too.
He is sensitive and accepts a no, just like you. He showed me that I am a human being in his eyes and not just a commodity, just a means to an end.
With this person I want to share my life, I want to give you my love, I want to share my life with you, with all the ups and downs. Table and bed should belong to us together.
Now my dear Frank you know who is the person I fell in love with.
This person is sitting right now on a blanket reading this letter and probably has tears in his eyes.
In love your Sebastian
PS. Now get up, put out your cigarette and get behind the hut!
I was speechless and baff, I couldn’t move at all. That bastard I thought. I walked towards the hut and Sebastian came running along.
To be continued..